I wish I never liked you.
I wish I didn’t waste all those times talking to you or thinking about you.
I wish I didn’t worry or cared about all the times you ignored me.
I wish I never got excited every time you made me feel special.
I wish I never believed every word you said.
I wish I never got my hopes high for you.
And I wish I never kept trying and trying, knowing I would just go through the same thing.
Because in the end, the one that gets hurt isn’t you. It’s me 
Possibly, the worst feeling ever. The feeling of being in love with someone who does not, and will not love me back. A feeling where I would do absolutely anything for you to notice me. It's when your smile melts my heart, just seeing it can gives me butterflies. It's when you talk to me makes me fly, because I know even if it was just for a second, I crossed your mind.
I love you, and it's killing me. I've loved you from after for so long. Even I can't remember the time I didn't love you.
If I could give you one thing in my life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. In hope you could realize how special you are to me. I always think about you a lot, more than I probably should.
but baby.. I want to love, and be loved..
I Wish
